A WARM HEART IN WINTER
A Caldwell Christmas
by J. R. Ward
On Sale: December 1, 2020
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ABOUT THE BOOK:
#1 New
York Times bestselling author J.R. Ward is heating things up this
winter with a holiday novel featuring some of her most iconic Black Dagger
Brothers.
Featuring
one of the Black Dagger Brotherhood’s most iconic couples, Blay and Qhuinn find
themselves looking forward to their official mating ceremony. When tragedy
strikes just before the happy event, all hope seems lost—and everyone in the
Black Dagger Brotherhood rallies around the two of them. Will a freak winter
storm bring the unthinkable, or will a warm heart in winter ensure that true
love is not lost?
Sneak Peek at A WARM HEART IN WINTER:
Qhuinn, son of Lohstrong,
entered his family’s home through its grand front door. The instant he stepped
over the threshold, the smell of the place curled up into his nose. Lemon
polish. Beeswax candles. Fresh flowers from the garden that the doggen brought
in daily. Perfume—his mother’s. Cologne—his father’s and his brother’s.
Cinnamon gum—his sister’s.
If the Glade company ever did
an air freshener like this, it would be called something like Meadow of Old
Money. Or Sunrise Over a Fat Bank Account.
Or maybe the ever popular
We’re Just Better Th an Everyone Else.
Distant voices drifted over
from the dining room, the vowels round as brilliant-cut diamonds, the
consonants drawled out smooth and long as satin ribbons.
“Oh, Lillie, this is lovely,
thank you,” his mother said to the server. “But that’s too much for me. And do
not give Solange so much. She’s getting heavy.”
Ah, yes, his mother’s
perma-diet inflicted on the next generation: Glymera females were supposed to
disappear from sight when they turned sideways, each jutting collar-bone,
sunken cheek, and bony upper arm some kind of fucked-up badge of honor.
As if resembling a fire poker
would make you a better person.
And Scribe Virgin forfend if
your daughter looked like she was healthy.
“Ah, yes, thank you, Lilith,”
his father said evenly. “More for me, please.”
Qhuinn closed his eyes and
tried to convince his body to step forward. One foot after another. It was not
that tough.
His brand-new Ed Hardy kicks
middle-fingered that suggestion. Then again, in so many ways, walking into that
dining room was going into the belly of the beast.
He let his duffle fall to the
floor. The couple of days at his best friend Blay’s home had done him good, a
break from the complete lack of air in his family’s house. Unfortunately, the
burn on reentry was so bad, it made the cost/benefit of leaving nearly equal.
Okay, this was ridiculous. He
couldn’t keep standing here like an inanimate object.
Turning to the side wall, he
leaned into the full-length antique mirror that was placed right by the door.
So thoughtful. So in keeping with the aristocracy’s need to look good. This
way, visitors could check their hair and clothes as the butler accepted coats
and hats.
The young pretrans face that
was reflected back at him was all even features, good jawline, and a mouth that,
he had to admit, looked like it could do some serious dam-age to naked skin
when he got older. Or maybe that was just wishful thinking. Hair was all Vlad
the Impaler, spikes standing up straight from his head. Neck was strung with a
bike chain, and not one bought at Urban Outfitters—he’d taken it off his
twelve-speed. All things being equal, he looked like a thief who had broken
into the mansion and was prepared to trash the place looking for sterling
silver, jewelry, and portable electronics.
The irony was that all the
Goth bullcrap wasn’t the most offensive part of his appearance to his family. In
fact, he could have stripped down, hung a light fixture off his ass, and run
around the first floor playing José Canseco with the art and antiques and not
come close to how much the real problem pissed off his parents.
It was his eyes.
One blue. One green.
Oopsy. His bad.
The glymera didn’t like
defects. Not in their porcelain or their rose gardens. Not in their wallpaper
or their car-pets or their countertops. Not in the silk of their under-wear or
the wool of their blazers or the chiffon of their gowns.
And certainly not EVER in
their young.
Sister was okay—well, except
for the “little weight problem” that didn’t actually exist, and a lisp that was
going to be dealt with through oral surgery—oh, and the fact that she had the
personality of their mother. And there was no fixing that shit. Brother, on the
other hand, was the real fucking star, a physically perfect son pre-pared to
carry forth the family bloodline by reproducing in a very genteel, non-moaning,
no-sweat situation with a female chosen for him by the family.
Hell, Luchas’s sperm
recipient had already been lined up. He was going to have to mate her as soon
as he went through his transition—
“How are you feeling, my
son?” his father asked in a gentle voice.
“Tired, sir,” a deep voice
answered. “But this is going to help.”
A chill frog-marched up
Qhuinn’s spine. That didn’t sound like his brother. Way too much bass. Far too
mas-culine. Too…
Holy shit, the guy had gone
through his transition. Now, Qhuinn’s Ed Hardys got with the program, taking
him forward until he could see through into the dining room. Father was in his
seat at the head of the table. Check. Mother was in her chair at the foot of
the table opposite the kitchen’s flap door. Check. Sister was facing out
of the room, all but licking the gold rim off her plate from hunger. Check.
The male whose back was to
Qhuinn was not part of the SOP.
His brother was twice the
size he’d been when Qhuinn had been approached by a doggen and told to get his
things and go to Blay’s.
Well, that explained the
vacay. He’d assumed his father had finally relented and given into the request
Qhuinn had filed weeks before. But nope, his sire had just wanted the defect out
of the house because the change had come to his brother.
Had Luchas laid the chick?
Who had they used for blood—
Their father, never the
demonstrative type, reached out a hand and gave Qhuinn’s brother an awkward pat
on the forearm. “We’re so proud of you. You look . . . perfect.”
“You do,” Qhuinn’s mother
piped in. “Just perfect. Doesn’t your brother look perfect, Solange?”
“Yes, he does. Perfect.”
“And I have something for
you,” Lohstrong said, in a voice that got husky.
The male reached into the
inside pocket of his sport coat and took out a small, black velvet box.
Qhuinn’s mother started to
tear up and dabbed care-fully under her eyes.
“This is for you, my son.”
The box was slid across the
white damask tablecloth, and Luchas’s now-big hands shook as he took the thing
and popped the lid.
Qhuinn could see the flash of
gold all the way out in the foyer.
Luchas just stared at the
signet ring in silence, clearly overwhelmed, as their mother kept up with the
dab-dab, and even their father grew slightly misty. And Solange snuck a roll
from the bread basket.
“Thank you, sir,” Qhuinn’s
brother said as he put the heavy gold ring on his forefinger.
“It fits, does it not?”
Lohstrong asked.
“Yes, sir. Perfectly.”
“We wear the same size,
then.”
Of course they did.
At that moment, their father
glanced away, like he was hoping the movement of his eyeballs would take care
of the sheen of tears that had come down over his vision.
He caught Qhuinn lurking
outside in the foyer. There was a brief flash of recognition. Not the hi-how’re-ya kind or the
oh-good-my-other-son’s-home stuff. More like when you were walking through the grass and noticed a pile of dog shit too
late to stop your foot from landing in it.
The male looked back at his
family, locking Qhuinn out sure as if he’d closed an actual door.
Clearly, the last thing
Lohstrong wanted was for such a historic moment to be ruined—and that was
probably why he didn’t do the hand signals that warded off the evil eye.
Usually, everyone in the household performed the ritual when they saw Qhuinn.
Not tonight. The head of house didn’t want the others to know who was in their
midst.
Qhuinn pivoted and went back
to his duffle. Slinging the thing over his shoulder, he took the front stairs to
his room. Usually, his mother preferred him to use the ser-vants’ set, but that
would mean he’d have to cut through all the love in there.
His bedroom was as far away
from the others’ as you could get, all the way over to the right. He’d often
won-dered why they didn’t take the leap completely and put him in with the
doggen—but then the staff would prob-ably quit.
Closing himself into his
quarters, he dumped the duffle onto the bare floor and sat on his bed. Staring at
his only piece of luggage, he figured he had better do laundry soon as there was
a wet bathing suit in there.
The maids refused to touch
his clothes—like the evil in him lingered in the fibers of his jeans and his
T-shirts. The upside was he was never welcomed for formal events anyway, so his
wardrobe was just wash-n-wear, baby—
He discovered he was crying
when he looked down at his Ed Hardys and realized that there were a couple of
drops of water right between all those buckles and leather.
Qhuinn was never getting a
ring.
Ah, hell . . .
this hurt.
He was scrubbing his face
with his palms when his phone rang. Taking the thing out of his biker jacket,
he had to blink a couple of times to focus.
He hit send to accept the
call, but he didn’t answer.
“I just heard,” Blay said
across the connection. “How are you doing?”
Qhuinn opened his mouth to
reply, his brain coughing up all kinds of responses: Peachy fucking jim-dandy.
At least I’m not “fat” like my sister. No, I don’t know if my brother got laid.
Instead, he said, “They got
me out of the house. They didn’t want me to curse the transition. Guess it
worked because Luchas sure looks like he came through it okay.”
Blay swore softly.
“Oh, and he got his ring just
now. My father gave him . . . his ring.”
The signet ring with the
family crest on it, the symbol that all males of good bloodlines wore to attest
to their value to their lineage.
“I watched Luchas put it on
his finger,” Qhuinn said, feeling as if he were taking a sharp knife and drawing
it up the insides of his arms. “Fit perfectly. Looked great. You know,
though . . . like, how could it not—”
He began weeping at that
point.
Just fucking lost it.
The awful truth was that
under all his counter culture fuck-you, he wanted his family to love him. As
prissy as his sister was, as scholar-geek as his brother was, as re-served as
his parents were, he saw the love between those four. He felt the love among
them. It was the tie that bound them, the invisible string from one heart to
the others, the commitment of caring about everything from the mundane shit to
any true, mortal drama. The only thing more powerful than that
connection . . . was what it was like to get shut out from its
expression.
Every fucking night of your
life.
Blay’s voice cut in through
the heaving. “I’m here for you. And I’m so damned sorry . . .
I’m here for you . . . just don’t do anything stupid, okay? Let
me come over—”
Leave it to Blay to know that
he was thinking about things that involved ropes and showerheads.
In fact, his free hand had
already gone down to the makeshift belt he’d fashioned out of a nice, strong
weave of nylon—because his parents didn’t give him money for clothes and the
one proper buckle-and-strap combo he’d owned had broken years ago.
Pulling the length free, he
glanced across to the closed door of his bath. All he needed to do was tie the
thing to the fixture in his shower—God knew those water pipes had been run in
the good old days when things were strong enough to hold some weight. He even
had a chair he could stand up on and then kick out from underneath him.
“I gotta go—”
“Qhuinn? Don’t you hang up on
me—don’t you dare hang up on me—”
“Listen, man, I gotta go—”
“I’m coming over right now—” Lot of flapping in the background like Blay was getting his shit together. “Qhuinn! Do not hang up the phone—Qhuinn . . . !
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ABOUT THE AUTHOR:
J.R. Ward is the author of more than thirty novels,
including those in her #1 New York Times bestselling Black Dagger
Brotherhood series. There are more than fifteen million copies of her novels in
print worldwide, and they have been published in twenty-six different countries
around the world. She lives in the South with her family.
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